Yes. Something ends. Soon. How soon is 'soon'? I'm not sure. It might be in weeks, months or year. At the moment I would say, a year. But we don't know it might in months. Who knows? Whatever it is by end of this month I need to start thinking and plan. It must be well-planned otherwise I'm gonna trap in the same situation over and over again. Thus I need strength to start all over again ! Its not easy I tell you. But I believe everything happens for a reason. T___T
I really hope there is something better line up in the future as I'm tired for being current me. Fragile.
I give up. Not everything. But towards certain thing. I just don't have a heart to do the same process this time. Well that's what I have in mind for now. I might change my mind later on. We'll see which one comes first. So friends, pray for me ok?
Nota kaki : I wanna pretend that nothing happen, but I just can't. So please stop asking whether I'm good or not, cause guys, you know the answer ---> I'M NOT